11/28/2001 01:43:03 AM
yesterday was like a roller coaster. i had a migraine for one, and was functioning on 3 hours sleep. i was very depressed about being stuck here, and some family medical issues that can't be addressed because of idiotic insurance limitations and apathy on the part of everyone that was supposed to help. it made me hate this place even more, honestly. i talked to husband and we put our brains to things, called the canadian consulate, and there's a good chance we could make it work. if they worry about his conviction we can appeal and apply for pardons and things, while the immigration application is delayed until a decision is made by the minister of justice. it's not an immediate rejection, so it's worth a shot. i had been crying almost none stop, and i had a shawshank redemption moment. i hope. it doesn't matter if it doesn't work out 6 months, a year down the line. we're working on something, there's an immediate goal and i can feel optimistic about it. i really need that sometimes, especially when things are especially tough. which they most certainly are right now.

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