12/17/2001 10:45:19 AM
i need to stop stressing. i'm being very un-dude, and it's bad for my brain. i'm anxious for my mom to get her x-mas package... i hope it gets there on time and that the delicate little trinkets i made her are not smashed to bits. i'm still pleased with my hair cut, i lost a lot of length but it doesn't matter because most of it was dead and damaged with the texture of pubic hair. i had to put a ton of silicon hair treatments to get it to be smooth, and i always ripped out wads of it when i brushed my hair. that black hair coloring is murder. i need to get a new spotlife account, or better yet some software that would take the images from the webcam and upload them to my own server, because spotlife sucks so bad and i don't want to be messing with getting a new account every 30 days, or even worse, paying for it. husband and i got to hang out over the weekend, it was so nice because i go into husband withdrawal when i don't see him enough. it makes my brain hot and easily upset. he's been so sweet about cleaning up the house and doing dishes and stuff. a lot more so then me actually. it's hard to know if i tell him these things enough, but i am so very very glad to have him and grateful for everything he does. i hope his gifts get here on time. i miss moisha though i haven't really had the time to chat it up with her. i can't wait to be back home and see her more often, though it looks like she will be leaving just as i arrive... she'll be close enough though i think. closer than this hellish swamp anyways. did i mention my christmas tree and outdoor decorations are to die for? because they are. the only thing i don't have that i wish i did is bubble lights. i lust those to no end.

This website is ©opyright. Respect the bunghole.