1/18/2002 08:27:17 PM
i get these ideas in my head of what i want to do, and i can't get them out. i want to do something right now, a home business venture of sorts, but i need $ to do it, to obtain the supplies to begin. that's all i need, is a beginning, a chance to try, fail or succeed. we have $, but it has placed it needs to go. u-haul truck, hotel rooms, food, gas, ferry rides, they all cost money, we're moving so we're going to need it. and this plan of mine is long term-ish. it won't be huge windfalls of thousands of dollars anyways, which is about the only thing that would warrant tying our current savings sock up. so no dice... i have to wait... for what or when i don't know. everything seems so far off and distant right now, i feel like i need change right now. friday will be husband's last day, he gets an 8 week vacation courtesy of our struggling economy and gross mismanagement at his place of work. i'm going to go apply places monday, feeling a bit less bitter, for now anyways.

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