1/13/2002 02:10:31 PM i've been having very tormented sleep lately. unresolved issues and mostly feelings of betrayal surrounding what lead up to quitting wal-mart, manifesting themselves in disturbing and violent dreams. it was personal, i'm pissed, and there's nothing i can do about it. i'm disturbed and sometimes worried about what will happen now, and why it's bothering me so much. i don't care, really. but i guess i must... why else wouldn't i be able to sleep well. looking for work yesterday was a disaster, i was already in a sullen mood, it didn't help. i gave up quickly and scuttled home where husband tried to cheer me up. we went to the store and bought our groceries, and stopped at dunkin doughnuts on the way home. it helped, but once i went to bed it was the whole same thing over again. whatever. time heals all wounds. i've been working on sculpey projects today, relaxing and taking it easy. sundays are good for that. the mess in the kitchen can wait for tomorrow.
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