midge 06:35 PM 03.08.02
the pay periods at my work are kind of far apart and staggered, so even though today is pay day, i don't get paid until march 23rd. at least it'll be a fatter check that way. last night i finished reading one flew over the cuckoos nest by ken kesey, and the gambler by fyodor dostoyevsky, and started on a short story book by charles bukowski. i work again tonight and husband is out getting me an oriental mandarin chicken salad from wendy's... they're so good. i've made a resolution to eat healthier, i think a lot of the problems i've been having might have a lot to do with the steady regiment of fast food and crap i've been stuffing down my gullet as of late, and i have been having a few problems... i'm not sure why but my body feels like it's failing me, like it hates me. i have cramps, interstinal and menstrual, constantly, headaches and nausea regularly, sore joins, chest pains and my carpal tunnel flares up pretty frequently... i also get depressed, nervous and i'm more skittish then usual. loud noises scare the shit out of me and i feel frightened and overly worried a lot of times when there's notreally that much of a reason. i wanted to go to the doctor today and see if i could get some brain crack, like p[rozac or something, to numb me for a while, i know i've been a pain in the ass, but husband talked me out of it. i'll just wait and try to snap out of it or hope it passes, whatever it is.
midge 11:50 PM 03.06.02 this page has some really impressive graphics.
midge 06:52 AM 03.06.02
we managed to get a lot of work done tonight, we got some painting done in the kid's room, i finished four maneki neko figurines, the twins for the custom order and two more that are going up for auction tomorrow, and husband finally managed to break the back off of our computer chair with his mighty girth. i was pissed because i've been squawking at him incessantly for the past few months it's a chair, it's not for laying... what are you some kind of freak goon?!?!? oh my god you're insane!!! look at it! you're bending the metal!? what the fuck... i hate it all limp like that!@%#$@!$ to no avail. he fixed it and all but now his prognosis is, next time i break it it'll be for good. super! so anyways i want a new computer chair, and one of these. i need to do some more drawings for my wallpapers section, i've been neglecting that lately... i think i'll start now with the black badtz maru gel pen i just found.
midge 08:41 PM 03.05.02
my schedule is kind of messed up because of my job, i stay up a bit later now, but then i always do that. i'm really happy. i wouldn't mind if i could work an additional night, but i certainly won't complain. i get paid to sit and read and help a person that really needs help, for maybe 30 minutes out of 11 hours. it's wonderful. i'm working on a custom order of maneki neko figurines i got last week, it's almost finished. tonight is the premiere of the osbournes which we're pretty excited about, it looks really amusing. i'm really enthused about our impending move, there are only a few months left. we have a lot of scrambling around and preparing left to do, but it's doable, and i'm pretty determined... lazy but seriously, i mean business. i'm excited about going back to college and getting into the nursing program. i think my grades were good enough that i can get in, and if the wait is too much, i'll fuck around and take other courses that'll help me like biology, psychology, crap like that. i'm giving some serious thought to taking a tai-chi class or something screwy like that when we get there... new beginnings, experiences and what not.
midge 06:57 PM 03.05.02
i made sushi for dinner and over cooked the rice. my california rolls fell apart and made a mess. on a lighter note, new auctions! one, two, three, and it's about time.
midge 06:25 AM 03.05.02
i think nelly furtado is really lame, an ultra watered down, sassed up ani difranco that makes me vomit. i've felt really groggy and bitchy today, there were too many packages to prepare for ebay stuff, and i woke up too late so it was all rushed. i think i'm either in a funk, riddled with non stop pms or knocked up because i've been very cross and short tempered lately. we spent a short while prepping for painting, we'll probably start laying some primer down to cover up the faint traces of crayon and patches of avocado green paint peeking out from under where i scrubbed and scraped crap off the walls, sometime tomorrow. it'll be good to get this shit over with.
midge 07:51 AM 03.03.02
yesterday my slumber was interrupted 5 times by telemarketers. it seems they're not even trying very hard anymore, their computers automaticly dial, then fail to connect an operator with the call, so click, click, they waste your time with no possible gain to them, because how can they even hope to sell you anything or ellicit donations if they never even talk to you. i was in a rage because i knew it was the same place, the phone rang, i picked up... click click... i hang up... it rings again... click click... i hang up... again... what the fuck?!?!? i wait, let it click, hoping someone picks up so i can scream, bitch and cuss at them, nothing... *69... this call cannot be traced blah blah... assholes. i went back to bed and later woke up to a white bag with a big yellow happy face on it filled with chinese food. we ate then i got ready for work. i read ask the dust, by john fante, slaughterhouse five, by kurt vonnnegaught jr. and i'm 2/3 of the way through one flew over the cuckoo's nest. i read too fast, i'll have gone through all our books in just a few more shifts.
