midge 04:42 PM 05.04.02
our bank charged us twice for a bank card purchase, we brought it to their attention, they investigated it, credited the second charge back to us, and just yesterday took it back out. that on top of everything else had me in a tearful heap on the bed. we went to wal-mart and got some stuff we needed and a loaf of cheap bread. it was rainy and cool out and we stopped by our duck feeding spot and fed the ducks and geese that came to see us. being the mucky day it was they hadn't been fed all day so they were happy to see us, i loved them all. there was a little green headed mallard with an injured or mutated beak, i tried to throw him extra bread. right before we left a mama duck and some babies came by and scuttled around, they were so cute and made me smile and giggle and bounce. i needed that and was so glad husband understands my sillyness and indulges me. i'm making a pineapple magnet for the lady i sit with at work, she's pretty nice to me and i'm afraid she might have caught me sleeping last night and been pissed. i don't want her to think poorly of me, and it'll calm my nerves, make me feel somewhat redeemed anyways. she collects pineapples. i've been very stressed and horrified at the way things are right now, it gives me migraines if i think about it too much. i'm trying to stay positive, and if need be i'll go back and see my ducks.
midge 02:20 PM 05.04.02
my days off flew by and now i'm back to work. yesterday a few people came through to see our appartment, the landlady is getting a few calls a day about it and has a few interested parties. i'm glad, she's a really nice woman that's been good to us and i really don't want her to have the place empty and lose a big part of her income. i have so little to talk about right now, tons to whine about though, but i don't really feel like doing that either. things will work themselves out somehow. i think... our cable access has been crapping out for hours at a time, it's really annoying and the fact that we're paying over 40$ a month for this service doesn't guarantee any kind of reliability or anything. what a pain in the ass. at least dial up healed itself after a few minutes.
midge 10:00 PM 04.30.02
i really hate being busy, it sucks my will to live. i called my work today to give my two week's notice and worked a deal out with the boss where i'll work up until the last monday of the month but get paid before i leave, which normally wouldn't happen because of their crazy pay period staggering. they were crushed to hear they'd have to scramble and try to find someone to fill my spot. it'll be good to have some extra dough but not so good to try and balance getting ready for the move with working. i've been sleeping 4 or 5 hours a night there so i don't spend so much of my time off in bed. it kind of sucks because i always twist my neck or strain my shoulders with the contorted positions i have to get in to be comfortable in those chairs. i posted my devil duck and sushi desktop icons at deviantart.com, the reception has been fairly warm and a few people seem to be downloading them, which is nice. i'm sad and grouchy because no one will wake up and spend time with me before i leave for work. husband is snoring and i just want to pinch his nose and teach him a lesson.
midge 08:06 PM 04.29.02 it lives, and it is dust box. it's my new domain by the way, which will house this journal and an art blog plus some other personal junk, with all my projects and things remaining here on namaii.
midge 07:32 AM 04.29.02
last night on my way to work i stepped into a dip of uneven lawn and twisted not one but both my ankles, and stumbled around like a drunk, trying to get to the car. this obscene content pc audit is hilarious, it found 324 objectionable files on my computer, though lots of them are deemed so because, like every .html file on this website, they're flagged just because the word pussy, or a myriad of other curse and keywords appear in them. all in all it might be a handy way to relocate misplaced pornography. husband is laying in bed telling me he is good for wanting me to have fun and get domains and general acts of sweetness, asking why i haven't writen about it yet, then he ripped a big fart. i dunno, though i suppose he is sweet for not trying to jam my head under the blanket and yelling DUTCH OVEN!!!
midge 09:50 PM 04.28.02
i made a spicy tuna and mandarin pasta salad for dinner. it was interesting and turned out pretty good actually. i found out earlier today that i've been using more then double my alotted webspace and even after i deleted everything i could possibly bear to part with, i remained 8 mb over my quota. so now i've bought another domain and hosting package, and we're calling it midge's mother's day gift. the new domain will probably be exclusively personal stuff, the journal, a photo blog, maybe some art and shit, while my projects and things will stay here at namaii. i suppose i could have just forked over the $$$ for more space but an additional hosting package cost the exact same amount of dough, and has more potential to be fun and disorganized. i may live to regret it later, but what am i, if not impulsive? i touched up my hair yesterday with l'oreale romantic reds and it looks really hot, too bad it never lasts. i have no idea why red pigmented hairdye always fades like hell, but it sucks assholes.
