midge 02:29 AM 10.24.03
dear kikokokowhatever, sex sex sex sex sex sex sex sex sex boobies bum poo damn fart!
in other news i am out of work soon, my bedroom was flooded and now smells like moldy cancer dust and i have a cold. it's shaping up to be a super week! monday i have an appointment with a psychiatrist, because exactly how long can i go on increasing my paxil dose for? who knows. remember when it was cool to be crazy and people took pills because it meant they were deep and tortured therefore interesting by default? that was a lie. pills are boring and people are pretend. the nineties were so weird that way. i am so excited about halloween. not sure if i'll be dressing up but the pumpkin gutting and gobs of candy are always so much fun. not enough people give out chocolate bars and stuff anymore though, so many cheapskates. last year this one crazy house that was amazingly decorated was giving out super mario brothers stickers, dollar store toys and little christmas books about the birth of jesus christ. i'll have to take the kid there again this year. i need to get off my ass and hang the skull lights, but at this very moment my eyes are bloodshot and sleep calls, so it'll wait until sometime tomorrow or the day after, this week, before halloween, or something.